No amount of likes or re-blogs that appear on your posts.. come close to defining your worth. Your value is far greater than any number, Your worth is infinite and your value, immeasurable. Your you, and that’s enough. Always remember that.

This is something.. that I’ve always struggled with and recently, I’ve began to question within myself again, so I’ve made this little reminder for myself as well as anyone else who can relate.. because everyone, deserves to HEAR & KNOW that they are indeed enough everyday.

"People are gonna label you, it’s how you overcome those labels, that’s what matters"

Chase Adams (One Tree Hill)

Surviving..

So often lately I’ve felt like giving up, I’ve even battled the darkest thoughts one can ever have about themselves, but I’ve keep going for some reason. I’m still here and so are you, reading this right now. Do you ever wonder if we make moments in our lives, or if the moments in our lives make us? Perhaps, its both. Working together to act as the key to our lives, developing, shaping, and helping us become who we are, little by little. Only the heart truly knowing reason, for which reason may never know itself. I promise, when life is done kicking you around, the fear subsides, and all the pain settles, One day, you’ll realize after all this time.. your still breathing, not just a survivor, but a proven fighter, and your stronger than anything life can throw at you..

If your reading this and ever need a friend for anything.. Please know that I’m here and I, love and believe in you! As do so many others <3

My mission statement..

My name is Jeff and I want to help you.. I would like for anyone who reads this to please come to me if you ever have dark thoughts. Whether those be that of anxiousness/anxiety , depressive feelings, self-harming urges, thoughts of suicide, or anything else that may apply as a hardship that’s not listed.

I’ve been there more often than I care to admit; I myself.. also struggle quite mightly from time to time. I know what it’s like, as I was born with Cerebral Palsy (Spastic Diplegia) * I cannot walk at all and am confined to a wheelchair 100% of the time when out and about, on top of that.. I also have, a severe anxiety disorder that I have been battling for several years. Through my struggles,  I want to be given the chance to be one of those people that can change your day for the better. Who can try to help.. that offers those words of encouragement when you need most.. we don’t have to know each other.. I just want to speak with such compassion and love that, it actually touches you. 

I want you, the reader to know,  that I’m here for you and it doesn’t matter if your an anon or not,  I am willing to do everything in my power for you, tonight and every night.. I promise. I’m here. Please.. come to me. My ask/ message box is always open..

"Everybody has problems. Some people just hide their crap better than others. But people aren’t going to look at you and run away. They’re going to look at you and think that they can talk to you, and that you’ll understand, and that you’re brave, and that you’re strong. And you are. You’re brave and strong"

Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story (p.366-367)

I saw earlier today that this week is.. NEDA week and while, I have never experienced the affects of an eating disorder personally, I did want to do something to honor those who I know, that have battled/are currently battling. While I don’t have a surplus of knowledge on the subject, I wanted to say personally that I’m proud of each one of you, from the bottom of my heart.. you inspire me and are most definitely loved for who you are and everything your working so diligently to overcome.. I know its, a small gesture, but I hope it helps in some way <3

I made this today, after I’ve been struggling quite mightily again myself lately.. everyday has been a true struggle for me and every time  I think I’m starting to feel better, I breakdown again. What I’ve learned is.. it’s okay to struggle and its okay to breakdown sometimes & so.. in my time of struggle I wanted to make this for you (as well as myself) as a way to say, no matter what your going through.. its okay to hurt, to feel sad, mad, confused, and to feel like giving up. As long as you get back up.. please know, that your not alone and you DO have a purpose.. your life has value and your NOT worthless